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singapore 0-3 brazil
scorers ; diego, ronaldhino, jo
actually im kinda disappointed, was expecting a more high-scoring match. i know lah, sg is weak im just being realistic but anyway, i didnt catch the match cause nowhere was broadcasting it obviously.
gament out to chop head. $60 for gallery $120 for grandstand, think if show it live on tv who will go watch? sadly is that we have many carrot heads here waiting to be chopped.
would u spend $20/goal or $40/goal?
if its korea maybe i will :D
but i doubt so cause japan v sg and china v sg has the same price as any other match. brazil is certainly a chop-head opponent.
im a pure asian supporter so.. japan, korea, china :)

secondly some updates on korea 2-1 ivory coast..
i know who are the goal scorers le :D
jung sung ryung and lee keun ho.
jung sung ryung~ goalkeeper lah hahahaha! i was so shocked when i saw his name..-.-
went to find the clip and apparently its a goal kick that leads to a goal.
silly mistake by ivory coast actually but..
its still funny how he looked so blur after scoring.
i like him :D

rawrrrr….

let me… gradually slowly update on this few days…. im soooo frigging high from today LOL. just kidding. am quite low actually =(

thursday :
miss lee peilin come back from hong kong!!! so dated her for dinner, very late dinner -.- was supposed to meet at 11pm and she was still sleeping. so headed to dad’s place and wake her up as well. lol. and waited at dad’s place.

before that was watching ‘perfect cut’ on channel u, and i was fee-lee-wae-leh crying. and sung wook called me so i was sobbing so badly. LOL. think he thinks ive a broken nose :x but anyway i think perfect cut’s one of the perfect drama made locally. almost the best. thomas ong is so cute not forgetting hes got a schnauzer too~ ok la hes near perfecto also. hehes, my julian hee especially~ omg lor with xiaoli so cute :P but i got mine also hehes.

julian hee has a body to die for.

ok had dinner at xin wang and was talking, catching up, looking at photos.
hee~ we’re going to hong kong together~ me and peiliN~ and i wanna ask sung wook along actually. hehes, was thinking go as a group, or just 2 of us so gd right :p
but anyway we’ll go! ill go to hong kong! so beautiful can! jealous jealous, the night view is so nice.. i wanna see it with u =)

i told him and he say we can plan. hehes.

friday :
slacked at vivocity with pelin.
i forgot the main reason we’re there actually… anyway lunched at the kim gary hong kong cafe. ate the pork chop rice. was so spicy can….

they actually had somehting similar to bibimbab =( kinda missed the bibimbab even though i hate it when i was in korea. hahahahaha i remember we ate bibimbab in ulsan and sung wook knows i hate it when he saw i left behind all the veggie :p but i miss kimbab =(

i was so pissed when he called and then hang up on me. like rawr.

had coffee at pacific cafe. a little on the high end but i thought the ice chocolate was not too bad, the coffee was good and of course, atmosphere even better. but i was so angry with sungwook that i hanged up on him and screamed at him. i know its my fault =( and when we left the auntie beside actually talked to us, so cute can. hehes. i told peilin… “i got that kinda face that old ladies will like when their son brings me back as his girlfriend”.
:x

its true i swear its nothing but the truth! i got the so-nice face. ok i am lying :P

headed to chinatown to meet ed and tony for supper.
the xiao long bao seems nice.

saturday :
sung wook called in the morning :P we’re ok~ hehes hes not angry with me and i forgot why i was angry yesterday too! hehes, i know we will be fine..=)

slept till pretty late.. met kaishi at busstop and headed to east coast park! hehes.
and my pretty hawt day beings on the bus!!! went to the higher deck and saw this pretty cute guy sitting behind… i quite regret never sit behind him. :( anyway ill explain about him later wahahaha~ and guess what!! halfway tru the ride 2 koreans come up.

i feel so ‘familiar’ sia, i miss the times when i took the bus and its all koreans talking. hahaha so when they talked i was so happy :p and i mean really happy. hahahhaa it feels like im back in ulsan but ok, just 2 of them. and they took off at esplanade =( so sad.

and when we reached east coast, i got off before that cute guy and guess what lah!!! hehe he’s also korean~! like omg right :P saw the camera brand was korean brand and he looked so korean. hehes and when i say hes korean kaishi looked at him he was looking at us too hahahahahaha. so happy. my 2nd lucky dude of the day~

when we got off the bus, he walked so fast lor =( and i shouted ‘BEN DAN’ AND HE TURNED BACK TO LOOK. SO CUTE HEHES.

waited for peilin and peishan at mac…
and they took the skates. then kaishi and i was their cushion for the day :p
and while skating back…
omg.
one whole group of koreans cycling.
i almost wanna die.

tell me wahts wrong today~ im so lucky today hahahaha.
the beach reminds me of ulsan.
the koreans reminds me of sung wook.
rawr.
and i missed his call =( when i realise it was like 2am in korea. sad. but im glad hehehs~
but i was really lala-ing about the koreans. they make me go crazy~

had dinner at the si-nai hk cafe. whats this thing with hk cafe nowadays? so many popping up. but i thought the food was quite nice although not worth the price. eating at lagoon is much cheaper… sad =(

i think koreans drive me crazy.
lol.

so tired.
goodnight world ^^
^(oo)^

i got the best of both worlds today, i hugged the pretty girls hahahahah~

mahjongg sessionnn

had a day-of-my-life yesterday, possibily. keke.
met kaishi in the afternoon for our date.
wanted to watch ’10 promises to my dog’ but freak~
reached cine it was sold out lor. T.T
i wanna catch it next week!
seems like a wonderful show le but dunno y cant find the book..sad.

settled for yoshi, bitched alittle.
went over to far east and see my samsung phone.
ehs. saw a doraemon phoney so cute!
but $388 for that is not worth it lor =(
sad, i freaking want a korean phone lah.
recently.. so many many doraemon/hello kitty phones.
i wonder why, jap trend.

went over to chinatown.
shopped/slacked.
headed to tony house for MAHJONG SESSION!!
played with tony’s granny while waiting for edwin.
and omg. i win 4tai~ haha but sadly, no play money :(
but it was fun lah, using my brain.
*how long have i not used that?*
ed came at about 9+..

ehs.. if we played money yesterday.
i would have won at least $15 lah!
lol but maybe, its for the game -.-

tony went club and 3 of us headed to xin wang to meet peilin and peishan..
been like so long since i was so active for the whole day.
late dinner at xin wang,

came back home at like 3am.
phew.

he said, he should forget the past, for me.
all i knew was the past was never meant to be forgotten, just remembered and buried.
isnt it?

maybe YOU are surprised at how fast ive moved on without you.
just i would still love to say,
thanks for all the pain, my LOVE’d.

just not you anymore.

day 1 in korea – seoul
arrived at 9pm, messed till 10pm before leaving incheon airport. same path, same person, different situation. settled near incheon airport, 50,000won on cab fare. we no longer take the subway together, or even walk down that escalator together.
screwed up night. missed the portugal match whereby gomes actually assisted in goal. like bleaghx. fine

day 2 in korea – seoul
screwed is the word. had dinner with him at night, galbi. thought everything could turn out better but hell no, i was wrong. i turned nasty and i never expect myself to turn nasty. its amazing how we could still sit down for dinner after what happened. anyway, screwed.

and fuck the room there was a moth inside and i didnt dare to sleep.

day 3 in korea – seoul -> ulsan
woke up at 3pm, headed to yong san station. thought i could get a train to ulsan but freak, when i reached then i receive sungwook’s msg that i should go to seoul station instead. missed 5.30 train and settled for 7.30pm’s train. amazingly. transferred at dongdaegu, luckily some guy was nice enough to direct me.

the last time i took sucha long train ride was to jeonju with him. but no, it wont happen anymore i guess.. its my own journey this time round. arrived at ulsan about 11+pm, sungwook was there to fetch me and had dinner. met some chinese lady whom worked at the restaurant, like so qiao can keke.

day 4 in korea – ulsan
went to ulsan munsu stadium! world cup stadium! my dream of touring all the korea world cup stadium is down by one again. seoul down, jeonju down, ulsan now. keke. got emo when i saw the stadium’s wedding hall. but well.. people change. situations changed. i wished i wont have to think about it anymore.

and things start to go haywire. bless me.

day 5 in korea – ulsan
headed to ulsan beach! i love it love it love it to bits! anyway its so freaking cold in ulsan here, i love the weather here. its like 16 degree outside now, does it feels like summer? keke. saw so many cute dogs at the beach. i think my mofos will love it here if i bring them here.. brownie will love the sea hahaha~

holding hands side by side walking by the beach enjoying the sea breeze was what i dreamt of with you but sadly, you aint the one anymore..

walked up the mountain. the stairs almost killed me but its worth all the walk! saw the most beautiful scenery ever in my life… waves hitting the rocks and freezing cold sea breeze. sounds of the waves.. everything feels so perfect.totally different from seoul. i love this place i think keke.. and im 1025m above sea level! maybe ill go there again before i return…

day 6 in korea – ulsan
almost slept the whole day away cause was so tired from the soccer marathon. portugal lose =(
brazil lose and argentina draw =((

SW brought lunch for me, went out to walk a lil after he headed back to work. and i almost lose my way keke. met him for dinner again at night and went to his colleage. ehs, ulsan colleage is friggin nice! lol i miss the computer labs in QTSS suddenly.

-conclusion-
i guess its better this way. its time i stop wasting my youth on someone not worth it.. or perhaps, i might still try, would i ? but whats the situation now? i dont want to land myself in another confusing state yet things are getting out of hands..

random……..

out of randomness.

离开了的人请不要回来。
留下来的人请不要离开。

虽然我有一点慢慢的,但我不是白痴。
我是一个记仇的女人。
所以,伤害过我的男人我是不会轻易放过的。

除了尹泳起例外。
他伤害我一百倍一万倍我都会接受还会继续爱他。。

anyway back to topic.
我是一个记仇的女人。

对于我不爱的男人,我玩的起。
对于我深爱的男人,我玩不起。

如果猜不到发生什么事,好吧。我招了!
有男人回来找我了!
choi gor lei… nabeh, not choi.
choi gor lei = cantonese.

不是我的文东记。

对于某某人,你可能读不懂没关系,如果真的要失去我你就继续对我冷眼相待吧。
我的心很软,就算爱着你也可能接受一个爱我的人。

算了啦,开玩笑而已。

anyway anyway…….
我很累,很困耶。。。
i wanna go cut hair lat…
maybe i shouldnt sleep… but if i dont sleep…..
I CANT GO OUT WITHOUT MAKE UP LAH =(

trying..

i don’t know if i would come back to singapore.

the bucket list.

看了the bucket list 后感触良多,
每个人都应该有自己的 bucket list 吧。
kick the bucket 前想做的所有事,
努力在有限的生命里完成一系列的愿望。
我自己的bucket list..

1.结婚 marriage.
在生命结束前和心爱的人厮守到老,应该是所有人的愿望吧。也许经营一段婚姻不简单,我却愿意尝试努力和他一直走下去。最重要的时穿上婚纱,女人一辈子最美丽的那一天。
a woman’s most beautiful during her wedding day.

2. 旅行 travel.
不需要玩游世界,只想到某些国家经历不同的传统。埃及,韩国,日本,威尼斯,罗马,西藏,中国等。我不喜欢欧洲的生活,不喜欢美国的繁忙,只希望和心爱的他或朋友到安静的countryside,尝试过着宁静美丽的生活。
i wanna experience every different culture. epypt, korea, japan, venice, rome, tibet, china, etc.

3. 飞 fly.
飞机上,跳伞,飞。我想飞,想一次次的从高处网往下看。世界太大,人太渺小。我喜欢从高处望向远方,上海东方明珠,首尔高塔,东京铁塔,巴黎铁塔,澳门高塔,等等。我想从每个地方的最高点遥望一切。
looking at the world at every highest point. himalaya, tokyo tower, paris tower, seoul tower, singapore flyer, shanghai tower, so on. the world’s too big.

4.吃 eat.
人生短短几十年,能吃就吃。
life is short, eat while you can, taste the world.

5.性 sex.
人生短短几十年,能睡就睡。当然,和我爱的人睡,我不喜欢一夜情,只喜欢一生情。享受爱与被爱的性其实比一夜情更难。
life is short, sleep while you can, with the one you love. one night stand’s not my cup of tea, to enjoy sex with love is harder than enjoying a one night stand, thus i love challenges.

应该还有蛮多的,让我慢慢想。

到了最后,
衣带渐宽终不悔,为伊消的人憔悴。

我不明白的..

最近我变得好懒惰..
也许不是懒惰而是希望可以短暂失忆所以不喜欢些日记.
多24小时, 我便会搭上往上海的班级然后再到韩国.
说真的, 我很不愿意. 其实很放不下这里的一切..
但是, 也许这是第一也是最后一次.
回来后, 我会好好努力为它们全心全力付出.

最近.. 发生好多的事情.
我发现我的最爱, 也许不是”他”. 而是”它”.
可能我是个怪胎.. 其实我不介意别人说我怪.
可是, 这就是我的性格.
我不喜欢选择, 因为当你问我谁比较重要,
我会答不出这样的问题..

昨天, 我见到了一个几个月不见的朋友.
见到她时, 我第一眼注意到她鼓起的肚子..
她曾经对我说, 她不可能怀孕也不可能又孩子..
可是, 昨天我见到的却是另一个她.
可能.. 所谓爱情的东西真的可以改变一个人?
可是不是我.

曾经以为爱一个人, 我可以为他付出一切.
原来我错了. 我需要的不是爱情.
我需要的是自由.
没有人捆绑的自由.. 我渴望自由的飞翔.
也许我会为了自己自私的理由离开你也说不定.
我是一个让人捉摸不定的人..

可能, 我的下一步举动对让你大吃一惊.
我也不知道我自己想怎样..
说真的.

原来爱情是浪费人时间的东西.

说广东话的陈家风是我的新宠~

过了十二点了, 现在可以算是情人节前夕吧..
我说啊.. 今年情人节应该可以打破诅咒,
不要过一个单身情人节了.

今天.. 可吴KK小姐到cineleisure看戏.
我不怎么想看”长江7号”其实..
今天看的是我们本土贺岁片~”老师嫁老大”.
不明白啊.. 所明白点..ah long pte ltd咯.

一个字.. ‘赞’.
两个字.. ‘好棒’.
三个字.. ‘值得看’.
四个字.. ‘一定要看’.
五个字.. ‘不可以不看’.
六个字.. ‘不看一定后悔’.

梁智强真的是一个很好的导演.
我觉得啊.. 这部戏超好看的. 当然..
‘爆笑’比较适合. 尤其是..
如果你明白广东话和福建话,
你会笑的更Ki Siao. 像我这样咯..
笑到肚子痛. 李国煌的sissy款真的很搞笑.

“男怕入错行, 女怕嫁错郎.”
会广东话的人应该懂”男怕”读歪一点…嘻嘻.
还有啊…
“一夜夫妻百日恩”. 如果广东话说不好..
会变成..
“一夜夫妻百二文”. 一夜夫妻$120. 嘻嘻.
当然… 范文芳的手下.. “皇帝”, 超帅的.
真名是陈家风啊.. 我被他迷死了.
尤其是他那双眼睛啊. 真的会说话好不好..

总的来讲.. 是一部值得看的电影.
也满有意思的啦.. 真的有一点感人的感觉.
我会再看一次..
其实很希望老公可以陪我看.. 可是..
他也不会明白啊. 广东话+福建话+SINGLISH…
他明白的话, 我把头切下来让你当椅子坐.

看完后到far east吃hans的晚餐..
我说..
我爱上陈家风了哈哈..
老公会杀了我好不好.
原来… 阿窿也可以这样的.
哈哈..
还有啊… 说广东话的男生其实很帅.

太多人, 太多秘密..

我一定是疯了.. 而且疯的很离谱.
我竟然在看婚姻注册局的网站.. 妈的.. 我siao了!
可是.. 突然好想.. 快点和他注册.
其实很像还蛮简单的… 可能这样,
我们都会比较安心吧.
算了, 以后再想.. 现在好累!
我可是忙了一整天啊..

下午接了janet后就到east coast的seafood center..
等我们的eski和她的ah boy..
等了好久, 终于可以开动了!
牛油鸡, 辣椒螃蟹, 罗汉斋, 虾婆..
我只会吃牛油鸡和罗汉斋啊..
其他的当然是麻烦我们的janet和eric.
嘻嘻.. 吃完后, 就是好戏上演!!

和eski跟janet到了bishan..
那个william的家啊.
我们还蛮幸运的.. 一早就找到他家.
记忆力也不错啊. 还记得耶..
结果电梯门一开, 我们吓了一跳.
他妈的william就站在我们面前好不好.
那个女人不是说他进去里面蹲了吗?
不是说他做6年的牢meh?
妈的.. 结果我们儍掉.. 让他走了才发现.

就去和他mother说啊..
发生了什么事. 结果原来..
那个女人一直以来都在骗我们.
看到了vodka, 他比以前更摔了好不好.
而且看起来好开心好健康.
什么动2次手术, 伤口发炎, 被虐待,
肋骨被打断, 全是一派胡言啊! 妈的..
这个女人还真的当我们是…
笨蛋白痴傻瓜弱智啊?
她最好永远不要拿回kaka.. 妈的.
编这么多故事来骗人, 真有空啊.
永远都不可能信任这种人..
不过好在vodka没事.. 这样最好.
没见过这么贱的人.
诅咒自己的狗早死.. 我还诅咒她.
生孩子没屁眼呢.. 妈的.

回到urban pooch见到了ralphy..
他变帅好多. 好有男子气概啊.. 哈哈.
帅哥!

揭穿了那个女人后觉得好爽.. 就..
我不喜欢人家诅咒自己的宠物啊.
说什么vodka在兽医院住了2个月..
一个肾被切除, 大肠里有铁条, 被殴打,
简直是心理变态. 她那个新男人也好不到哪里去.
就他妈的生气.
像我和janet说.. 这个女人是…

“I cannot live without A dog”
我们这些人是..
“I cannot live without MY dog”

受不了这种人.. 不是我们不留后路.
可是在她编一大堆故事辨认的时候,
她是否有留后路给william?
这样的毁谤行为, 不断摸黑一个人,
是否就公平?
现在知道vodka没事, 舒服多了.

有些人真的是”天生一对龙凤呸”.

回来后和聖民谈了一会儿..
他说, 他和她提出了分手.
而她一而再的要他想清楚…
我就觉得.. 他应该是放不下吧.
不断的说不爱她, 真的是事实吗?
我们之间这样的关系也许比较舒服吧..
知心朋友.. 我发现, 我不再为他难过.
我清楚的明白, 我不会再犯错.

爱, 往往会化为习惯. 聖民对我说..
如果爱一个人终会化为习惯,
他是否应该重新习惯另一个人, 还是,
就好好的习惯这个她?
其实我不明白.. 为何搞到这么复杂.
如果不适合, 就分开啊..
如果这么不开心, 又怎么可能会习惯?
习惯.. 应该是在不知不觉下化为习惯的吧.. 是..
自己也不知道有这样的习惯.. 才是习惯.

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