Archive for 该死的颜仪雯

and so it continues..

i might have to worry about my sexuality soon.
because im starting to have a thing for girls! LOL.
just kidding, we all know me turning lesbian is the last possible thing on earth, but feng tian wei is so cute. nevermind that, i will NEVER turn homo! rawr!
i love guys!

yesterday.
li jia wei won, on to 4th round.
feng tian wei won, on to 4th round.
wang yue gu lost, but still im so proud of her.

kim kyung ah won, on to 4th round.
park mi young won, on to 4th round.
dang ye seo lost, sad because shes the most pretty actually :p

dont hv to mention china. i think we all know about them.
anyway… today wang nan is gonna play against park mi young. i hope park wins, do something to bring glory to korea!
if kim kyung ah wins today, and li jia wei wins, they will face each other next. i am scared -_-
if zhang yi ning wins, and feng tian wei wins, they will face each other next. i am not so scared since feng have won zhang before.
somehow, i hope and wish and pray singapore gets a 2nd medal, a gold of course is best. silver or bronze is good enough too. but whatever it is i think, team singapore did a wonderful job already.

im so proud of them :)
i asked ed to go airport with me fetch’em. i wanna take photo with feng tian wei! but hey, dont come back so soon ok? :)

off from olympics..
i think ive got a uniform fetish.
i was so addicted to mokomichi when i saw him in a sauna robe. LOL. wait is that an uniform? bleaghs…..

gonna sleep. goodnight world :)

but let me rant a little.
i think being in the china soccer team is a big stress. ive seen so many humiliating jokes against them, i wished… those fans can just go stand on the field themselves and win against brazil. maybe if they can do that, the china soccer team can too.

before u decide to put someone down, consider urself in that position and think if it’d turns out differently. because, u aint the one facing ronaldhino in front of a million crowd. china soccer true enough indeed is miles away from international standard but its not about the victories isnt it?

i support a team, i support a person. in any event lose or win, its just a result. its the process of seeing them do their best. dont say the china team didnt do their best, surely u aint in their shoes to consider if they did, are u? who doesnt wanna win a gold medal for their country? every team has its up and down. by cursing and cussing at liu xiang or li weifeng, or anyone else in that matter, do u think u are putting urself in a higher position? no, u are putting urself even lower.

if liu xiang ran, he’d be ruining himself, his career, his life.
at least he has the courage to back off despite knowing what he will have to face.
if the china soccer team didnt try their best, they can simply draw out of this tournament, why would they wanna disgrace themselves at home ground?
everyone on the field wants to win.
but there’d only be one material winner with the medal at the end.
however, everyone is a winner because they tried.

wang yue gu is my winner.

nothing makes the world go round.

korea u23 2-1 ivory coast u23 ^^
its a good beginning to olympics hehes~
i miss kim jin kyu, im so gonna catch the olympics action :D

just came back from xin wang. met peilin for late supper.. and she was late! rawr, my late queen.
didnt really eat much but still feeling hungry le =(
i kinda miss the carrot cake at c.nai le. lol.
whats this thing about hk cafe.. i wanna go hong kong with my girls! hehes.
and maybe my sung wook too.
wanna ask ed along. den can go shopping spree..
plan plan plan.

anyway sung wook is at gang hwa island now. looks so fun.
i wanna go there next time, and learn korean culture hahaha.
realised i didnt do alot of things. sad.
still got lotsa chance! hehes.

talked to a jap today, and he knows who is my hubbies! hahaha akanishi jin and hayami mokomichi lah~ feel like learning jap. ok i will, soon, slowly one by one.

sung wook called before he sleep ;D

i was telling edwin..
i will uglify him. and show qinmei.
probably she will kill me hahahaha.

miss korea so muchie :(
but joonki told me its like 32 degree in busan, so i guess not much of a diff than in singapore. starting to get hot liao, hot hot summer… freak! why issit summer here all year round!!! drives me mad!

and we’re going escape soon!!!
cant wait. i swear i wont cry on inverter this time…… i swear we’ll play go kart this time… not forgetting pepsi! hehes. cant wait liao, 7 more days!!!

what?

i have been dealt with few deadly blows today..
suddenly like wanna faint liao.

was stoning home the whole day, too sick to move..
went over for torrence’s tuition at night.
i think i either will cancel tomorrow’s tuition,
or die while teaching. im like, sick.
i dont know, see tomorrow how. now dying..

1st blow.
everyone know the ming yi fa shi from ren ci..
super disappointed with him can?
always thought hes like so 伟大 and 仁慈。
简直是放屁!他还不是一大堆贪念?
吃钱的时候有没有想过后果?
frigging act as if hes so kind.. bullshit.
next time i rather donate to ASD also wont donate to any HUMAN charity organisation i swear. when such high-level authority people is involve,
surely corruption is in existence.

blow 2.
wintercold is pregnant.
like how YOUNG is she?
i got nothing to say le.. people nowadays.

blow 3.
sam actually know sung wook..
just had a casual talk and found out hes from UC..
and he knew sung wook for over 8 years.
*faint*
and i thought singapore is small.
now i realise.. ulsan is small too keke.
ok i got a spy now..~ lol just kidding.

anyway… life is so perfecto now. near perfect la, nothing can be perfect.
this christmas…
we will be together. =)

im a shopping/complain queen.

-ranting 1-
we singaporeans really love to?
COMPLAIN.
so i guess i got this character from singaporeans,
cant blame.
COMPLAIN.
- end -

went out with my miss goh kk yesterday, i simply lurveee her to bits lor xD
went to chinatown, im disappointed =(
cleavage on demand is so friggin ex, not worth it.
got a purple dress though. *faint*
super grand can!
i think i am gonna cry, how to wear?

and kaishi brought the same necklace as me and peilin!
yeah! we are the wonderful powderful GVC! hehes.
and then, tony, ed, and me become SET -_-
i love them. i love them!

head over to bugis. i did some stunt yesterday..

firstly at this fashion i made the SA laughed when i said im too short and i can mop floor with the dress.. then at bugis wallet shop. its worst.

i was checking kaishi’s wallet for her and i did something stupid lah.. by peeping through the hole :X and that SA guy laughed so badly. he stopped, and he said “im sorry i cant help it” and he started laughing again. ok, my sense of humour is not so bad lor, at least he laughed. LOL.

i love the words i saw on one of the purse, and i think im gonna get it on sat when i go with kk again hehe. “looking good is the best revenge”. maybe its my best revenge on joel pang? lol

towards him, i dont wanna use revenge, yet.

walked around, settled for dinner at vavaboom and another stunt -_-
I ORDERED MY AUTHENTIC GRILLED PORK CHOP FIRST!
THEN KAISHI ORDERED HER FISH CUTLET!

and her food came, mine didnt.
they forgot -_-
but luckily the staff there is nice, hehe and i think they gave me more.
really worth going, vietnamese food is not bad actually..

slacked at hk cafe before walking home.
really wanna intro afew nice places now..

-vavaboom, im starting to love vietnam food. and that nepalese waiter is quite nice too :)
-hk cafe happy valley. and xin wang, good places to slack esp for slackers like me.
-bugis v!!

shopping is a good way to therapy, really, i swear.

ok, save the money from cleavage on demand and spend it elsewhere.
*sigh*

so many many things….
sales for s.korea vs n.korea start today, jong yeob oppa says he’ll help me get 2 tickets. i hope he managed to get it :(

even if you aint going with me.. ill go alone maybe.

i think im insane,

-thoughts-
talked to sungmin yesterday.. (im talking to him now).
he said ive changed to be like ‘others’..
so worrying about what others think about me etc.
maybe its true.
how could i still be happy with myself when you couldnt be happy with me?

every girl is an angel sent down by god.
the first teardrop she shed for a man, god take back her wings.
when she cries for you, she gives up her heaven for you.
im not so much an angel, maybe devil.
i gave up my hell for you.

-announcement 1-
THE VAMPIRES ARE OUT IN THE DAY.
nam yiwen, edwin ng, tony goh.
we are well-known as vampires, coming out at night.
BUT!!
vampires sighted at bugis yesterday.
eating ajitei, shopping, taking neo prints!

first neo print with edwin ng face inside! haha.
happy happy..
i love my 2 momos!
=)

-complaint 1-
i have a freaking blister on my toe.
freaking pain can?
lucky we stopped to buy a pair of slippers yesterday.
else it might be worst… the heels is killing me.
nevermind, i can do it.
a blister wont kill me… just bitch nia :(

-announcement 2-
getting back what you lost isnt impossible..
edwin lost his notes on the bus back to chinatown from bugis.
around 8pm maybe?
and at 12am when i took the bus home from chinatown!
it’s still there on the floor!
miracle! 失而复得。
anyway… that keeps me strong for awhile.

-announcement 3-
i love tony goh and edwin ng.
we played hide and seek at china aquare. :x
feels so young again can?
and hopscotch! haha..
primary school games. i missed it!
i miss school days when everything was so simple.
hot-tempered volcanoe edwin.
nerd nerd toot toot tony.

-random-
everything feels so unreal now… anniversaries seems to become war dates.
蜜月期时的两个人天天都可以是纪念日。
低潮期时的两个人天天都像是世界末日。

REWRITE EVERYTHING. *rawr*

damage :
haircut @ kimage = 38
quite a nice hairdresser, joe wu from china thank u -_- funny and nice guy keke.
i think i will stick to this one.

skirt – 30?
top – 18?
dress – 25?

shopping spreee right? doesnt sounds like coming from me. sad. yes.
firstly i would like to congratulate mr goh han wah on being the first human ever to see me wearing a DRESS! yes! dress! i like it, quite nice. will go shop somemore later xD

noob specs – 10

my second noob specs! hehes, call me ah noob.

SEVERE WARDROBE REVAMP BEFORE JUNE 11TH.

nevermind, screw it.

anyway..
my eyes is swollen from all the crying this 2 days.
my newly cut hair looked like a mushroom now after turning the whole night.
my shopping instinct is acting up omfgbbq.

its 29th now again..
im scared of you, you asked are u that scary? yes u are..
i feel intimidated by every single word you say now..
worst then when mrs lim lectures me.
worst then when mr lau wanted to expel me over some friggin misunderstanding -.-
but..

i still love you, i cant control.

-random-

watched 法证先锋2 and freak i cry again.
matt died.. haiz… because he wanted to protect the wedding ring.
so touching can?
i wanna find that song… “you are my angel”.

despite all the pains, youa re still the guardian angel in my heart.

-random2-

finally with hanwah’s help i know my eyecandy’s name!
donald duck. no kidding.
leong jia jun.
sounds hk right?
nevermind…
i heard the auntie call him ah jun in cantonese.
lol.

-random3-
i really wanna thanks tao ni goh dao suan *YES U* for being there with me last night when i was wailing and screaming into the phone..

-random4-
no more le.
hungry.
boon tong kee.

i dont know whats gonna happen in 2 weeks time..
i really dont know..

i dont know x infinity.

…..x.X

第一次。。。
midnight shopping at singapore first’s 24 hrs shopping mall~ mustafa.
bleaghx.
第一次。。。
went nafa to watch charmaine’s concert.
had to ton almost 2 hours before her turn, im amazed i stay awake.
well done girl! hehes.

最后一次。。。
终于觉得累了。

i wanna go back get somemore sleep…
path of crusader seems difficult..*faint*

portugal’s first opponent in euro 2008 is…
turkey.

faint.
gomes gomes gogogo…~
i hate ronaldo though, i still hate ronaldo.
but i think i will like nani more in times to come..
gomes gomes gogogogo.

我不知道自己应该怎么做来换回你的爱,
但我很明白我自己很努力。
努力到已经忘记了自己。

at the end of the day..

今天,其实觉得有些郁闷。
nicki called in the morning saying her neighbour’s GR needed blood transfusion.. rushed brownie over, taken the blood test but before we could get the results as to whether she’s suitable, the bad news came.

人是否真的要等到失去后才会开始珍惜?
我看见了狗狗的主人,眼里的泪水,真的感到很难过。
尤其是,再一次走进了mount pleasant的room 5..

that was where i sent smart on his final journey…
may 5th 2007..

nicki neighbour sent us back.. and she gave me a hug before i came up..
frankly, i’ve not hugged anyone since the last time at incheon airport…

我真的很想念。
但是我真的不知道如何是好。

maple, maple, maple..
came back home, called him, talked, ended in almost an arguement.. slept.

woke up, called him, argued, talked nicely..
no idea which is which.
showered, tony called to remind me about 2x exp..

原来游戏是忘记的最好途径。

conference with edwin and emi.
two birdies gay-er. lol.

went out to meet peilin @ xin wang..
i think my appetite is getting smaller can.
cant even finish the frigging spag… arghs.
nabeh……

but anyway, talked alot.
i miss talking to friends…
but made me think more too.

我不是变得沉默寡言,只是不想多说。
还是,只是不想对你多说,反正说多了只会让你更反感。
我说得最多的,就是,我累了。

met ed for late dinner at lucky, didnt really eat either..
but i really appreciate all the words and encouragement.

我还没有放弃,
可是我真的害怕。
是否,我真的无法再改变一切?
还是,奇迹依然是可能。

its gonna be 19th again..

一个人的旅行

这一晚,走了很久。已经不是第一次了,在回家的路开始放声大哭。
也许这样,对自己比较好也说不定。
哭完了,剩下的只有无奈。
这条路,一个人走,真的很寂寞。

i’ve decided to sell off my n70.
theres no more reason for me to keep waiting on skype anymore.
no more..

原来人到了绝望时,如此的无奈。
我真的要一个人回到韩国吗?
我受得起,任何的挫折吗?没有了朋友的依靠,没有了家人的守护。
没有了动物们的支持。。
我真的,一个人行吗?
说为了挽回这一段感情,可是,我真的很害怕。

但既然做出了这样的决定,我就应该坚持下去吧。

Why do i keep feeling this uneasiness?
Why do i keep feeling this fear?

I just want to hide from the world… and perhaps, one day i’ll come back stronger..
maybe..

垂死的挣扎

小时候梦想如果有小叮当陪着我也许一切都会不一样。
被人欺负时它一定会站出来保护我,
父母吵架时它也可以拿出道具和平解决一切。
爱情遇到困难是它会替我教训男人,
失去所爱后也可以依靠在它圆圆的头脑。
只是。。毕竟一切都是梦想。

爱因斯坦说人因梦想而伟大,
但有时候梦想始终是梦想,不会成为现实。
也许这样的我有点悲观不是吗?
可是,悲观却是因为无法乐观看待一切。

我还在努力垂死的挣扎着,希望拯救一切。
但我却渐渐失去信心,失去自信。

我想我会做出最后的尝试,最后的努力。
再一次前往梦想之地,
我想这是我最后能做。

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