爱情像盛开的玫瑰

时间慢慢接近，我的心渐渐加速。
it feels like you know what is gonna happen but still you’re hoping at the last minute something could change the result, doesn’t it just feels that way?

5pm : korea vs honduras, italy vs cameroon.
first time i find myself pleading with italy to crush cameroon and praying for korea to win honduras by a bigger margin. i know, theres still hope for the taeguk tigers. i believe! just as i always did.

7.45pm : china vs brazil.
i know… technically there is still chance so long as china beats brazil.
ok, zheng zhi cant play. tan wan soong cant play. left li weifeng as one of the more experienced player, how can he alone leads the team on? even if he can.. for how long?

i know.. im hoping for a miracle. like ronaldhino scored an old goal or something.
tell me, it will happen, right?
*right?*

this morning.
phelps won the 200m freestyle final, with park tae hwan getting a silver. i think its not bad, good for park. and all the more im addicted to him, i think i might kill for him. damn…hes got a body to die for. man man man how can he be 19 and so sexy?

tao li crushed out of the 200m fly. came in 5th in the heats, i was screaming in front of the tv but i guess shes stressed. i know, im not so much of a patriotic person but i really hope she could win a medal for herself. shes good!

ah well.
ill go fantasize about park tae hwan now.
gd night.

basically i feel a little blue right now.. maybe its today.
headed to east coast with ed and peilin today, cycled alot. think thats the only good thing i can think of for today, cycling, looking at aeroplanes dreaming of flying away, playing truth or dare etc.. i dont know, but now really im a little down.

olympics has stepped into day 3 officially now.
morning 10.24 will be singapore’s first chance at a medal, Tao Li’s 100m swim.
i hope she wins a single medal for us at least.

right now china tops the medal table, s.korea 2nd, USA third. park tae hwan got the first gold in swimming for korea, makes me happy a little. i hope he gets more in the coming days.. but knowing korea climbed to the 2nd makes me happy a little.

anyway back to whats making me down..
im feeling very blue.

japan crushed out of the man football run, after losing to both USA and nigeria today.
china is almost out of the run too, after drawing new zealand and losing to belgium 0-2 today.
korea is hanging nowhere like china after losing to italy 0-3 today.

japan – i dont really care about them actually.
china – just sad. disappointed, had 2 red cards in the game today. zheng zhi and tan wan song. so basically in the next match against brazil, the only experienced and defensive player left is li weifeng. but i feel v.an wei since he controlled his temper well, and he can still play against brazil for honour. i hope china do a good job, they’re my second favourites honestly.
korea – nid i explain? and on naver there was a big word saying ‘again 2002′. feels so humiliated. haiz.. i was expecting much more of this u23 team but i guess now due to goal diff, the only chance is to beat honduras more dne 3 goals. i think its possible so basically maybe all is not over yet.

i remember during 2002 world cup hiddink said this.

its not over till its over.

so i choose to believe it wont be the end yet.
i believe in my warriors! just as i always did…

a big big big
I AM BACK in singapore.

so many things to blog about.. 1 by 1 can? keke.
start with today.. its now 5.12am in singapore just came back from hk cafe, watched euro 2008 finals with daniel. ok.
SPAIN IS CHAMPIONS!
and i finally put down my hatred on ballack today lah, i love him. hahaha.
sad that germany didnt win but i guess, spain deserved it.
high speed attacking football. i miss 04 finals in school.
bye euro08.
its been a wonderful month of surprises, upsets, celebrations. im glad nuno gomes scored a goal in euro08, its good memories for me ^^

anyway.. im back in singapore on 26th.
so dramatic. left ulsan on 26th 1am bus on the way to dong seoul, am supposed to take the 12.30am from ulsan direct to incheon airport but tickets was sold out so i settled for 1.30am, ah, i wanna stay in ulsan longer keke.
was a long bus ride, 4.30hours. i was sleeping maybe for 2 hours? reached dong seoul at 5.30am.
sung wook was still sleeping so took a cab to incheon airport.
the uncle was nice, he sent me to the wrong place haha bus terminal and den went back to airport.. luckily, i can understand -.-

ok will explain everything later. i feel so shagged now.
xD

im not so good, but maybe im not so bad.

i would like to say a big big…
I AM VERY DISAPPOINTED IN SINGAPORE.

*i decide to re-write everything cuz the previous post seems abit hurting*

last night, in our very own kallang stadium, with the aid of the kallang roar, our lions didnt roar but purred like kitties in front of uzbekistan. we lose, a 7-3. we lost our home game of world cup 2010 qualifier against uzbekistan, a country i have problem spelling out.

on one hand i feel glad i am not at the stadium because i feel its so big an insult. its our home game, on home ground, with home fans. the whole singapore watching the lions, but they purred. even the kallang roar couldnt bring the fighting spirit on. edwin and i was almost cursing throughout the 2 hours. and of course after that, my dad start scolding me for cursing.

*i probbaly lost count of how many f or knn or nb i used throughout*

back to topic, its a sad moment for me actually. im not a big fan of local soccer but as singaporean of course i wanted them to do well too. and this defeat just seems too big, too major. shi jiayi is a good player, and qiu li’s legs is powerful enough. but, maybe, no luck?

singapore’s defence was disastrous. our own wonder gk lionel lewis messed up pratically everything i feel. when i saw that corner kick went right into the goal, i felt like, i didnt see sucha goal for donkey years. what was lionel lewis thinking? 7-3 was unacceptable.. i wanted to be at the stadium but maybe it would be a bad choice, i might have gotten into a fight there.

there’s still chance.. if we could win the following 3 matches or at least 2. with big goal difference i assumed.

june 7 *hey thats 4 days away!* away game vs uzbekistan again. i dont dare to watch what an away game could end up in if a home game could be a 7-3.
june 14 home game vs saudi arabia. im hoping i can catch it on mobtv or something, or else i might have to dig other ways to watch it in korea.
june 22 away game vs lebanon. i wodner if i will be watching this or s.korea vs n.korea at the stadium, who knows?

but being singaporean, i guess i ought to learn to be a little smarter by knowing where to place my stakes. my mental asked me to risk a singapore win 1-0 last night and i failed badly. congrats to those whom actually bet on toal goals 9 and above. this away game, i know what to do liao. but, part of me wants to support singapore!

enough of local.. we shall see on saturday.

on the other hand, congrats japan 3-0 oman, sadded china 0-0 qatar. not forgetting days ago korea 2-2 jordan.

i feel little depressed still. over alot of things.
but seeing that match yesterday didnt make me feel better. just maybe all the scoldings made me feel more relaxed. its been so long..

on a heavier note.
we’ve been reading so many many things on end of the world, would it be somewhere near?
i dont mind dying with the world, it feels so romantic.

WE SINGAPOREANS DARE TO SPEAK SINGLISH.

-announcement 1-
i actually forgot about korea’s world cup qualifier on 31st may!
how powderful right?
korea 2-2 jordan anyway.
i just remembered when i saw netherlands vs wales friendly last night.
and i got all screwed.. i think i fucked my priorities.
nevermind that. anyway…
netherlands 2-0 wales..
cant wait for euro08 to begin!
though i wont be in sg most of the time =(
but i can catch portugal vs turkey with my 2 momos! (i hope!!)

-random 1-
spent this weekend with peilin.
shopping spree on saturday and dinner on sunday.
our shopping was horrible…
now i know why people come up with this term :
retail therapy.
“everytime you break my heart, i broke my wallet”.

-random 2-
dinner at xin wang last night was horrible.
i was pratically on the phone and crying throughout.
feel so terrible..
bombarded with questions for myself everyday,
with no answer.

-announcement 2-
shopping damages :
1 gown-dress that i wonder how the hell am i ever wearing?
1 dress. i like it! hehe. thankfully im short.
so i dont need leggings lol.
1 tube dress – u are hearing it from nam yiwen.
3 necklaces – 1 is for him actually. i hope. 1 for myself, 1 for me and peilin.
1 perfume – I FINALLY BOUGHT INCANTO SHINE! warehouse sale can?? $38 nia! worth worth! so happy lor, i wanted that all this while hehe. thankfully tt time never buy at mustafa.

-rant 1-
dao ni goh dao suan, u better come back soon =(
we miss youuu.

-joke 1-
i saw this auntie at OG yesterday.
skinnier then me (ah bur den)
she went into the changing room,
with a F cuppa bra.
and she came out, asked the SA.
“请问这个design有没有G CUP的？”
i wanted to faint. *inferior*
JK.

-wants-
:cleavage on demand by triumph ! *drools*
can i get my ms goh kk to go shop with me? *blush*
:longer dress please
i think im too short, gimme something that makes me taller.

-rants 2-
bring myself back.
bring nam yiwen back.
one side of me fighting back my shopping womanly desire.
another side of me supporting it.
oh fck esp its the GSS NOW…

-random 3-
虽然，我！
没有韩国女人这么美，
可是，我！
比韩国女人有性格！
虽然，我！
没有韩国女人会撒娇，
可是，我！
比韩国女人更会叼！

nabeh.
what am i saying.
ok.. back to square one..

im fishing everyday, waiting and waiting..

第一次。。。
midnight shopping at singapore first’s 24 hrs shopping mall~ mustafa.
bleaghx.
第一次。。。
went nafa to watch charmaine’s concert.
had to ton almost 2 hours before her turn, im amazed i stay awake.
well done girl! hehes.

最后一次。。。
终于觉得累了。

i wanna go back get somemore sleep…
path of crusader seems difficult..*faint*

portugal’s first opponent in euro 2008 is…
turkey.

faint.
gomes gomes gogogo…~
i hate ronaldo though, i still hate ronaldo.
but i think i will like nani more in times to come..
gomes gomes gogogogo.

我不知道自己应该怎么做来换回你的爱，
但我很明白我自己很努力。
努力到已经忘记了自己。

its a rainy night in moscow…
or rather, a mixture of rain and tears.

tears of devastation for chelsea.
tears of joy for manchester united.

MAN U WON THE PENALTY.
even though ronaldo missed.
john terry gave them the chance to continue,
and edwin is the hero!
=)

its been a long time since i prayed so hard.
park wasnt part of the win,
ronaldo wasnt cause of the win,
but its true that man u won!
MAN U IS THE DOUBLE CHAMPIONS OF EPL AND CL!

i feel bad when ronaldo was lying on the floor sobbing.
i feel bad when i saw john terry shivering and tearing..
i feel bad when i saw lampard upset.

but i would still say…
BALLACK, FUCK OFF.
i wished he was the one whom missed and not JT.
i hate ballack, anyway.

man u is celebrating,
pure craziness and pure joy.
congrats red devils!

undeniable, chelsea is a good team,
worthy opponent and good players.
just…
the reds is better then blues.

i hope park could be part of this…

im watching man u vs chelsea,
Champions League final now.
and its going into penalties maybe in few minutes time -_-

first of all, i love penalties.. but when its a team i like..
HELL NO. =(
secondly.. park didnt play a single minute.
damn damn damn, sad.

interesting match though i only get to watch the extra time.
drogba got sent off so i dont have to worry,
can watch peacefully.
got into a shoving hassle,
soccer guys..
thankfully park aint involve.
anyway i pity drogba.. he didnt really do anything?
but well..

MAN U MAN U GO GO GO ~
BE THE CHAMPIONS!
MAKE IT A DOUBLE CELEBRATION!

this is gonna be in english cuz im too lazy to type in chinese right now.

St. Petersburg Zenit is UEFA cup de champions leh….
long ago news i know..
but hor, Kim Dong Jin assist in the 2-0!
So now… newspaper Mr Park Ji Sung (my number XX) says..
he wants to make it a korean double!
understand ma?

MANCHESTER UNITED VS CHELSEA IN MOSCOW!
frankly, i cant wait leh~
im not a big man u or chelsea supporter but…
im aiming for Park Ji Sung’s words!
The first asian to hold the CL throphy!

Seriously, was talking to ed about it yesterday, i hoping Kim dong jin to go to EPL leh the next one, park chu young all that is too young and inexperienced.. maybe KDJ could be the next PJS, who knows right? anyway.. Kim Nam Il is a good choice too, aggressive and big enough to fight with those ang moh langs..

back to topic…
nabeh, i see k-league wrongly ah.. i cant watch any k-league match? OMFG!

June 14th – S.korea v TurkXXXXkhan
sad away match, but i guess i can enjoy the atmosphere!
June 22th – S.korea v N.korea
I WILL BE THERE AGAIN!

anyway im kinda sad that AFC champions league..
no s-league team made it through.
sad.

whatever is the result.. i will try my best and never say die till the end…