爱情像盛开的玫瑰

the 3 asia powerhouse of soccer didnt really have a good beginning.
japan 0-1 usa
china 1-1 new zealands
korea 1-1 cameroon

a little disappointed
and ahh.. tomorrow, or now, is 8th august 08! 080808!
olympics is gonna start officially at 8pm and guess what~
i think it will go on smoothly and john titor is just scamming us!
rawr.

im looking forward to korea vs italy on sunday!
althought delay telecast but at least channel 5 is showing it
.cant wait

went out with my kaishi darling today.
headed to vivo to get my mum’s pressie and we’re like talking cock throughout.
i still love you the most lah hehes.

should i feel happy?
or am i feeling voided?
where’re you..

happy 44th birdday to my precious lao bu!!!!
although we’re always fighting, bickering, screaming and yelling at each other,
once even exchanging blows etc…..
ok its all in the past. i hope. lol.
i really want to say, i love you mum =)
thank you for everything you’ve done for me over all these years, it hadn’t been easy for you and i hope everything will turn out good for all of us from now on.

and i promise i wont send u or dad or anyone to the old folks home even if you make me eat 5 meals everyday.

i love u

-random-
sometimes knowing the truth to some things really sucks, but if u dont know the utmost truth it sets u thinking and pondering and wondering. so should i or should i not detest the truth?

i miss you.
i miss being with you but im really trying to accept the truth.
or maybe its just me myself and i fighting a virtual battle with the so call truth.
afterall, its all past, isnt it?

네가 이 세상 끝까지 가더라도 나는 영원히 너와 함께 있겠다.

my holehola kola is becoming so so so notti
its the 2nd day he waited till i hand feed him.
rawr. but im a willing slave keke.

its 15th july now.
on 15th june… i went to munsu football stadium!
1 month……*winks*

so many things have been happening within this short one month.
think im still struggling to come to terms.
but im really happy for what that have happened..
i learned, i moved on.
just pure sweet now.

anyway, headed to chinatown to find tustin.
had lasi lemak. eww.
i think being a tour guide is so difficult la.
but anyway was fun, walked around.
and i was surprised cause when we walked into seoul plaza the lady actually knew hes korean without even talking to him! she just started talking to him in korean! im so so so surprised can -.-

went over to dads place at night.

will you stay with me even though i’m not so good?
yah, if you will stay with me even though i’m not soo good.

^^

2月1日了.. 时间过得好快.
多几天就农历新年了啊.
昨天终于约到了凯诗小姐.. 好久不见! 哈哈~
然后啊.. 就跑到牛车水去, 又逛了年货市场.
算了啦, 一年一次多逛几次又不会怎样!

我说啊.. 我不喜欢mickey mouse的theme.
就华人新年干嘛要用angmoh老鼠, pikachu不行啊?
反正我不是很喜欢mickey就对了.
懒惰的我.. 还没买衣服也还没买鞋子, 还没准备过年~
真的没时间了啊..-.-

到jangwon吃晚餐.. 好久没吃韩国菜了~
bimbab和bbq chicken超棒!
我想啊.. 也许我到韩国不会饿死也说不定.
最多就每餐macdonalds啊..

说到吃的现在有点饿饿的感觉.. 可是..
肚子好不舒服. 很像是吃了冷面的关系吧.
还有心情耶烂烂的.
就昨天老公说.. 礼拜一他要回海南过年.
一个礼拜才回来.
不是中国海南, 是韩国. -_-
算了, 反正就是一个礼拜不能和他像现在这样说话.

不知为何, 突然想到光良的”约定”…
他妈的, 那不太适合吧!
可是, 我觉得7天没有他, 我会发疯.
还是, 我会很悲哀的发现一个道理.
一个我很讨厌承认的道理..
“世界上没有人会因为没有了谁而活不下去”.

对于泳起, 我不希望承认这个道理.
我很希望… 相信自己没有了他会活不下去.
因为如果我承认了那样的道理..
我也许会不再那么依靠他.

多亏早上那无聊的争论, 我可是睡了一整天.
起来时已经是6点了啊.. 匆忙的打给H,
约好7.30PM在Suntec见啊.. 结果他就有迟到了.
本来是要去nokia service center, 结果竟然5点就关了..
到处逛逛一下, 便决定到harvey norman走走,
看中了nikon coolpix L10, 就当场买了下来..
接下来不用担心去韩国是没架象样的相机了啊.
离开前竟然让我看到了我的梦中情人!!
就明星偶像那个bryan王彦理啊!!!我的天～好帅!
可是啊.. 他牵着女朋友的手~ T.T
回来后, 我竟然做了伟大的决定!!
待我从韩国回来后啊.. 我要努力做回好学生!
我决定报读SCCIOB的翻译学了啊.
恭喜我吧. 终于找到人生目标了~
很想还蛮不错的.. 值得考虑.
明天再问问老公的意见吧. 我尊重他~ 不是怕他! 拜托～

开心的事啊..
就要谢谢我们的聪明先生记得我的生日啊.
十二点我们吴先生和吴小姐也都sms了我嘛.. 蛮感动的.
聖旭也打了长途电话来和我说happy birthday啊..
那个才真的感动…
而我家那个他啊.. 他妈的欠扁.
让我以为他不知道今天的日子…
就12点打来唱了生日歌给我… 好幸福!
虽然欠打, 可是还是原谅他算了.
随叫我大人有大量. 得饶人处且饶人啊..
我是幸福的~
现在我家阿老啊.. 正在鼾声如雷的打扰着我的灵感.
所以我还是乖乖的去睡了吧.
晚安各位~

生日愿望啊..
明天再想吧. 我也蛮累了.
不过啊.. 请大家记得, 我年年十八~

和老豆, 外婆与表弟看了点灯仪式的烟火表演.
一瞬间, 牛车水充满了农历新年的气息.
可是看到的烟火却让我有点失望耶..
时间太短, 毫无变化.. 算了.
反正跑主对我来说也蛮新鲜的..
外婆却说没有炮竹味, 还真难满足呢.
吃完了晚餐便跑去GWC会好友H..
我的欲望终于得到解放了啊..
缓缓吞下了TCC的tiramisu, 嘴里喝着冰冰的oreo mocha..
好幸福的感觉哦.. 这就是幸福!
感觉有点白痴.. 算了.
可是我已经忍很久了啊..
苦苦的tiramisu在嘴里融化后发出甜甜的滋味.. 好像爱情的味道.

两个白痴.. 酒不醉人人自醉.
走在凌晨的街上开始大声唱起一首首怀念的歌.
“萍聚”让我想起了毕业那天.. 好怀念.
“one night in beijing”让我想起了信乐团啊..
“楼下的女人”好悲伤..
“我爱的人和爱我的忍”好难选择哦..
也许这就是知己吧, 再难听的歌声也不怕被他听到.
我的知己也就那么几个啊.. 如H, C, KS, PL, E..
管他多或少, 有些人一个都没呢.

记得下午和聖民聊了一会,
他说她一直闹着要他陪, 很不甘愿的出了门.
到了晚上, 他却说今天过的很开心..
好自我矛盾. 我不再相信他不爱她了.
真他妈的当我是笨蛋白痴弱智啊..那被.

好了好了, 发泄完毕.
看到烟火我有了某一种领悟..
烟火的一身虽然短暂, 绽放是确实那么的美丽..
和宇宙万物比起来, 我们短短几十年的寿命何尝不是短暂的呢?
我们也应该在有限的生命里绽放出最耀眼的光芒吧..
对朋友, 情人, 家人..