其实最近发现自己的心态和想法都有了一些改变。
不知道为什么，是因为爱太深而麻木，还是放弃了爱？
突然好想和他有个Baby，可是一切都不止是如此而已不是吗？太多的责任，太多的负担。也许，我自己其实也是一个长不大的Baby。我们，毕竟属于不同的两个世界。
也许以后的我会有所改变，可是现在却不想离开你。只是想简简单单的留在你身边。没有婚姻，没有未来我也不介意，可能，介意的只是你的冷漠。
幸福吗？
太遥远了。
我真的不是一个好女人啊……
watched hana yori dango : final [花より男子：フィナル] with kaishi yesterday at grand cathay… only got 1 word to say lor : BEST.
its been so long since a girly show captured my heart. think the last one was 27 dresses. and i remembered i actually wanted to watch it with someone again in korea. aww. bad memories man. nevermind its a nice show.. ahhh, back to hana yori dango (but the romanji sounding should be hana yori danshi!)
i think as girls, all of us at some point in time really wanted to be makino. yeah for me when i was so hot over hana yori dango years back. i didnt even notice the comic have ended at book 36. shall read it soon. nvm bout that.. i wished man like domyoji still exist but hell no. hanazawa rui dont exist too. dream on! girls that scream over f4, wake up! real man nowadays don behave like dem anymore! though i wish my guy is like domyoji too but hell no, kwon sung wook is nothing like that.
ahh its a worth watching show although the storyline is a little lame but i love it! watching it kinda makes me feel young again… *phew* back when the days i dreamt about marrying a guy like domyoji.. but now being realistic, its impossible.
anyway… i feel like hibernating these days.
hyun bin and song hye gyo is filming in singapore now. they filmed in chinatown yesterday, kaishi and me walked to chinatown to meet edwin. reminds me of one song…
擦肩而过 literally.
hyun bin~ snow queen~ omg 
anyway they gonna be in sg for 2 weeks or so lah, see if im lucky enough hahahahaha.
am gonna sleep soon.
tired. and a little moody… dunno y either.
ahh i fell down 2 times last night because of the slippery floor. like damn unlucky. sigh. when shit happens, it always become a lao sai situation. it doesnt come alone.
中国五千年的华文文化都难不倒我。
我就不相信韩文和日文难得到我！
我！颜绮雯！绝对要成为一个语言天才！
im gonna enrol in the korean lessons by the singapore korean school.
and i wanna skip elementary one!!! rawr!!!
since i think my basic is there, i think i can make it tru the proficiency test… i hope.
oh anyway im learning hiragana now… writting down notes.
since japanese is gonna be the next language i will attack.
not too bad lah, i know how to write kame and kotori at least -_-
我会成功！
我会成功！
我要拼拼拼！！！
加油加油加油！
